Showing posts with label The inner ambience!. Show all posts
Showing posts with label The inner ambience!. Show all posts

13 November, 2025

The ground of our being!





The last time I wrote on this blog on Amarayllas Lily flowers was on 3 April, 2024, with photos of flowers with two, three, four and five flowers. That was the summer flowers.  Now it is the season for winter flowers. 

During the in between time the plants look bare with leaves alone.  When the flowers appear the garden looks different with vibrancy of colours. 

It is when it is windy these flowers swing freely in its stalk. The stalk is hollow inside with a thin wall and yet it stands the wind to hold the flowers. 

That intrigued me. One can easily crush the stem or bend it but it is resistant to break normally!

Its resilience is in its structure. The fibres that form the stem would be strong to withstand normal mechanical stress. 

I felt stranded yesterday morning when the car would not start after I retuned after shopping. The display comes on while pushing the start button, but the engine would not start! The local mechanic could not help excepting checking the battery, which was well charged. The fuel tank was full. 

When the regular service provider arrived after two hours, he suspected the motor responsible for automatic gear shift was faulty. He managed to start the car and took it away to the work shop. 

During that two hours of wait, it surprised me that it was the first time I experienced such a difficulty! Having used eight other cars and driven five hundred thousand kilometres, it was the first time I felt stranded with the car not starting! The mechanic was still inspecting the car when I contacted them in the evening!

It was in the backdrop of that experience I was reviewing the phots of the Lilies taken this week! Their presence is in a hostile terrain with  daytime heat, wind and rain battering them. Their resilience is in its strum and roots.

While waiting for the mechanics to arrive, I traced the car journeys of yesteryears. The longest car journey was from Vellore to Shillong to visit Arpit and Amy who were working at Roberts Hospital in Shillong, that too in an entry level car of Maruti. There were three car accidents in the earlier years of my driving, one was due to micro sleep. Although there were damages to the car, there was no injury to us or others on the road. 

The imagery of Lilies thriving in difficult environmental conditions brought a message of comfort! The difficulties are normal and real, but its is the spirit within that defines the attitude and approach. What surprised me was the two cheerful mechanics who arrived greeting me and saying, 'it is unusual for this generation of car to have such a problem. We shall sort it out'. They even offered to drop me at home. 

I reflected on this stressful situation as I was to have been on on-line conversation with a hospital, which got delayed by about an hour. I was able to join them for the conversation. 

To have a sense of presence is comforting! Although I felt unsettled initially, the good memories of dependable and refreshing car journeys flooded my mind ! That filled my consciousness and protected me from sliding to an anxiety state, which to me was gift of grace !

Life carries the colourfulness in all situations! Any set back is normal and therefore to be received as they occur! 

The machines can fail! The inner spirit too can also fail, but the revival comes because, our lives remain anchored in God who fills our soul with hope and faith!

The soil holds the Lilies, God holds us grounded in hope because 'He who watches over us neither sleep nor slumber' (Psalm 121:4) !


M.C.Mathew(text and photo)






15 October, 2025

Being at the edge!








The last photo above gives an impression of the skilful way a Myna balances on one foot while perched on an edge! The inclined body and the flexed neck downward are sustained in one foot!

It is a precarious position, but the Myna manages well with no threat to its steady posture or composure.

I felt myself in a precarious situation yesterday, while taking out the car from a parking slot. It was raining and the rear view was limited. Another car was wrongly parked and the only access was to reverse the car with only few inches of space on either side of the car. It took a while to negotiate that narrow access. To get into the car itself was difficult as the space to open the door was limited. During the process of folding the umbrella while getting into the car, I dropped the ATM card in the car. It took a while to find that. It was a combination of multiple events leading to an unsettling experience. 

I recalled this experience, while watching the Myna balancing well with the support of one foot at the edge of the feeding table. 

Its composure and steady body posture gave me an insight about the readiness it carried by practice to negotiate a difficult position!

While driving back home, I recalled the time at the bank where the officer went out of her way to help to sort out couple of pending matters. I felt attended to in a cordial manner. The wellness and comfort that generated was the inner milieu with which I came to the car to drive away. The prevailing inner milieu of wellness and comfort at the bank, eased the stress and carried me forward to negotiate a difficult experience while taking out the car. 

The passage to our home in the last stretch of about 100 meters is a single lane and if a vehicle were to come from the opposite side, one of us has to reverse to find a broad space to allow movement. That was what happened yesterday. The driver of the vehicle coming from the opposite side signalled to me that he would reverse his car, although it was a longer distance for him to create space for me to go.  

We are often sandwiched between comforting and disturbing experiences in life. The inner ambience of wellness that good experiences offers us, often helps us to be patient and comfortable while encountering a challenging situation. 

The state of wellness and peace is in our domain of choice! That was what occurred to me ! 

A Myna faces precarious situations with equanimity!

The experiences yesterday offered lessons in that direction!


M.C.Mathew(text and photo)