30 November, 2019

Walking and flying!



Most birds fly more and walk less!

As I watched this bird walks, it looked least effortful!

Walking or flying, the birds do it effortlessly!

It is their nature to do so.

To live effortlessly and not stressfully therefore ought to be human nature!

Yesterday a parent tole me that she gets up thinking about the many things to be done during the day and goes to bed at night remembering the things which could not done!

Living free of such preoccupation is another habit I feel inspired to pursue!

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)




Candles for Christmas cheer !


Candles are ready for Christmas cheer. They are in different colours and some are scented. It was a favourite item at the sale last year! I missed watching them being made this year. But it is a process my colleagues have mastered, thanks to Anitta a former colleague who introduced this skill to the department!  

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

A supersonic jet!


The skyline is in the early morning today was brilliant in the moon light. What disturbed the view was this supersonic jet... a symbol of war and destruction!

There are more war planes in mission mode and surveillance in the sky than ever before!

We live in peace starved times!

With the season of advent beginning on Ist December, our thoughts turn to Prince of Peace!

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

New flowers !







The newly planted rose bushes have already born their first flowers!

Flowers make a garden look fresh and colourful. With the season of winter, flowers with the morning dew on them are a sight to watch!

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

27 November, 2019

Mushrooms in the garden!


Every year mushrooms appear during this season at the same site in our garden! We are not sure whether they are edible.

I look for them because they are bio-indicators of soil suitability for plants. Mushrooms, of all the plants require strict soil conditions to grow.

To keep the soil suitable for plants is now a challenge because soil receives all toxins from nature!

A proper wast disposal is therefore essential!

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)

In the Moon light!


Yesterday in our court yard at night in the moon light!

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)

Christmas cheer-2019






As we stood around the different hand made articles yesterday, now ready for the Christmas cheer event on 10th Dec.  I had an unusual sense of excitement and gratitude- each item was more valuable than a sale price we can offer for it. 

The thought, attention and time each of my colleagues gave during the in between time of regular work is beyond any price one can put into it. Most of the items now ready are gift articles that look artistic, aesthetic and colourful!

This is the time when we in the department get to discover the hidden abilities and skills of people, so it is a time of celebration even for that!

The idea of Christmas Cheer event dawned as an occasion for get-together for students and faculty as such occasions were few six years back in the college campus. The staff-student badminton matches, logo design competition for students for use in T-shirt for the occasion, One Rupee save campaign during the month of November to help a cause in the campus and the sale of hand made items and food in the first week of December were the different activities of the Christmas cheer during the last six occasions, between October and December of each year. 

As a department we were five in number when we started and now we are 12. We have grown, and our activities have diversified. 

We finished this month the health survey of 1100 children in a school close by as the first step towards creating an inclusive learning environment for children in school. Every child comes to school for learning and formation and those who need special help too can find it at school! This is what keeps us searching for new ways to be relevant to the needs of children!



M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

25 November, 2019

A journey !


I have been a student of the Magnetic Resonance Image studies of the brain for the last thirty three years.

As a medical student I had an opportunity to learn about x-ray imaging of different part of the body.

The MRI facility was introduced in Chennai in 1986 at two hospitals around the same time. It was the KJ Hospital in Egmore which had the unique distinction of having the first CT machine in south India  in the late seventies. But it was the Apollo hospital, Chennai which acquired the MRI first. 

I had moved on at that time to full time practice of Developmental Paediatrics. I was volitionally averse to neurology from my post graduate training days. So anything with neurology was distant to my thinking. But when Anna and I sensed a calling to pursue this specialty, I had discovered a growing desire to learn the essentials of EEG and MRI brain.

The stimulus for this came from Professor Ken Holte, professor of Child Neurology and Developmental Paediatrics at Wolfson Centre, Children's Hospital, Great Ormond Street, while undergoing child Development training at the Institute of Child Health in 1986. His views on EEG and MRI brain were fascinating: Look for clinical signs and locate the sites in the brain which can cause these signs.  

Dr Raju Abraham, a neurologist at Hammersmith Hospital, London gifted me a book on Epilepsy. That prompted me to develop the habit of reading. He even arranged for me to be a visitor-observer at the Electro-physiology lab at the great Ormond Street children's Hospital.  

Dr K.N.Nambudiripad, a neuro-surgeon at CMC Ludhiana spent his latter years in neuro-imaging department to help the radiologists to develop this integrated thinking: 'Look for sites of lesions in the brain responsible for clinical signs'. Later, while undergoing neurology training at the Institute of Neurology, Madras Medical College, Chennai for three years from 1992, Professor Sayed Ahmed, an Electro-physiologist by training as his neurology sub-speciality took an exceptional interest in helping me to build foundations in neuro-imaging and electrophysiology. 

Now, after thirty three years, when I look at at least two MRI of brain and about five EEG tracings of children each day, I have an immense sense of gratitude to these eminent mentors who set me on a self directed journey in this science of interpretation of clinical signs by locating the pathology with the help of the two valuable diagnostic tools.  

The MRI of the brain in this blog is of a child who had perinatal risk factors. The images reveal likely pathology of ventriculitis, vascular insult, periventricular white matter volume loss, and the associated adverse effects on the visual pathway to the occipital cortex on the left side, compromise to the pyramidal tracts affecting muscle tone, power and co-ordination of functions on the right side of the body, perhaps affecting the right lower limb more. The language areas and motor cortex are probably spared. The increased ventricular volume of CSF in the posterior horn of the left lateral ventricle would need to be monitored. The pathology of anoxia, infection and vascular insult had a cascading effect on the brain.

This information was decisive to plan for the developmental prospects of this child and prognosticate the academic skills and neuro-motor outcome.   

I am awed by the clarity of thought which corresponds with clinical signs in such situations. This defines the content of the neuro-developmental support and helps the psychologists and therapists to be precise and area-centric while planning for activation of the the neural functions.

Science is largely observations leading to evidences.

I feel grateful for having been on this journey! It continues.

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)



A vestibular dance!



I have come across different types of self stimulating movements in children who have an autistic behaviour. It is only infrequently that I have come across this form of Vestibular dance with torsion movements of the trunk from side to side in a range of ninety degrees in the axial plane with extension and flexion of upper limbs away form the body, while seated with broad support with flexed knees placed on the floor. The whole body goes into spasm with muscle contractions although only the upper part of the body is in the 'dance'. The neck goes from side to side almost 180 degrees with flexion and extension and from side to side. The mouth is wide open with protrusion of mouth, which might facilitate mouth breathing to create a hyperventilation.

It is distressing to watch and might not be so for the child as the child triggers the movements voluntarily, while being seated. This heightened stimulation of the vestibular system neurologically creates  euphoria with  a sensual effect on the child.

I have attempted to treat this by inhibiting this behaviour and by medicines, only with minimal effect. 

Those children who are intellectually challenged with limited appreciation and interpretation of the environment and those who are visually impaired with intellectual limitations are two categories of children who slip into this habit forming behaviour. 

The pathology therefore is in the cerebral cortices, basal ganglia and cerebellum, probably in the vermis. 

The recent efforts to give multi-sensorial stimulation with different activities did decrease the frequency and duration.

The child gets exhausted in about five minutes following this intense muscular activity, because muscle activity produces excess lactic acid in the body, which initiates an anaerobic respiratory cycle  creating a carbon dioxide retention. The blood glucose level initially drops following muscular activity, which then ends up in this cascading effect. The pathological effect is similar to what hyperventilation produces  in the body, which is also another self stimulating behaviour  in children with autistic orientation. 

The body is conditioned by the pathology for vestibular dance, but the child puts on the 'switch' when seated in a susceptible body posture. 

The challenge is to find a cocktail of drugs that can displace the stimulating chemicals in the brain. The starting point might be to reduce the level of serotonin in the neuro-transmiter chain. 

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)


21 November, 2019

The Rich Pink !


Pink in all its brilliance and charm!

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

Landscapes along the Highways!




The sunrise sights along the highways can be fascinating and spectacular!

The gentle breeze and the cool air is so refreshing that it has no parallel at any time in the day!

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

St Marks's square, Venice!


The floating city, Venice recently became flooded, first time in fifty years!

The climate change is not an illusion as President Trump of the USA describes it, but a frightening reality!

The air pollution in Delhi is now in its fourth week, yet it is not an issue for the parliamentarians and the government! It has not surfaced for attention or discussion in the last three days of their meetings.

The government is talking about national citizen's registry, when Delhi is uninhabitable!

Whither we go from here!

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)

The post monsoon new life!


Every plant has a new life following the monsoon.

It is a sight that strikes us while walking in the garden.

Although the weeds and grass have overgrown in the garden, the flowers stand out!

The nature is always giving!

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

Birds and trees !


Birds decorate a tree with their presence!

When they nest in a tree, they make the three their home!

When they breed in a tree the tree becomes their shelter!

A tree is more than just roots, wood and foliage!

Every tree is a home for birds, squirrels, butterflies, insects, orchids, algae and fungi...

The trees are nature's gifts!

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

When I become...!








In  a costume parade of children at  a Montessori school recently, I came across some interesting role projections children displayed through their costume. 

According to the Montessori concept this is  a thinking exercise through activities on the theme, 'What if I became....'! This is one way the philosophy of Montessori education introduces distant realities to children for them  to grow in awareness about their future. 'I am an army officer in the making' for example is an elementary thought a child might accept or reject. This is one way of introducing consciousness and perception about realities they have to choose from!

How refreshing to envisage childhood school education as a process to enhance thinking and envisioning  rather than rote learning!

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

20 November, 2019

A daily sight!



About 150 meters away, on a tall coconut palm tree, I find a kingfisher in a vigil. The palm tree is  beside a stream. It is almost a routine for this kingfisher!

Its elegant and vigilant look is a sign of its intent to look for the movement of fish in the stream for its feed!

A look can convey our intent.

Others pick up our caring, thoughtful or compassionate intent from our look!

It is  a lesson I am learning now!  Does my look convey a welcoming intent!

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)

A lamb !


One lamb is eating grass while lying down. It is the youngest in the sheep flock.

Even the young one has to find its food!


But with the monsoon receding the grass would whither away in the scorching sun.

As I kept watching this scene beside a high way, I felt for the shepherds who have to find fodder for the sheep everyday. Most shepherds migrate from place to place in search of food. They stay away from their home for weeks together.

Their sheep is the source of their income. 

The struggles of those who live from the proceeds of their animals is a double stress. They deny their comforts for the sake of their livelihood.

That is the story of thousands of migrant workers who come to work in the state of Kerala from West Bengal, Bihar, etc. They live away from their home!

Their livelihood needs deny them the joy of living at home!

I am not sure whether they would find local friends or families who make them feel feel valued and cared for!

I got to know of the demands of life that  they go through, during conversations with some of them in their broken Hindi !

Poverty is not behind us, the poor are still with us in abundance!

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)

19 November, 2019

A two seater car of yesteryears !




On the high way one can come across several sights of charm and insights.

On our way to Vellore, this vintage car caught my attention which was on a carriage. Its single door, convertible roof, chrome finish, the sleek beauty it is speaks for the upkeep it has received from its owner. 

Vintage cars for display and for the road. I do not know to which category it might belong. With my limited knowledge of cars, I could only place it to be a Morris minor of the nineteen sixties.

As we deliberately slowed down to keep watching this car, many memories came back. I knew a architect friend who owned a second hand two door Morris minor in the nineteen eighties, who was a car fan and used for his local travel in Chennai. He valued the car to celebrate history. Look at the contrast between a popular SUV and this user friendly car meant for one co-passenger.  

To recall history is refreshing!

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)

13 November, 2019

School visits


The team of teachers of the Kindergarten at St Peter's school gave us all the support when we were engaged with them recently to complete the medical examination about 350 children. Now we are in the process of supporting hem to help children who have learning related needs. We look forward to it as it gives the team at Developmental Paediatrics and Child Neurology an opportunity to collaborate with the teachers to optimise the learning prospects of children! 

All of us in the department are immensely impressed by the enthusiasm and resources of teachers. Their attitude to children and to their work are adorable. 

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)

Co-existence !


It is after a long time I noticed a rose flower in our garden which escaped the attack from  spittle bugs.

With no respite from them, we sprayed neem oil on the rose plants which would not kill spittle bugs but scare them away by the odour of neem oil. 

But they are still around!

We kept postponing using pesticides, but our patience is running out!

This is the moral biology of gardening! To kill the pests or chase them away!

The earlier approach is to have plants by virtue of their medicinal value would guard vegetables and fruits from attacks from predators and pests.

I know that Tulsi plants would  to some extent keep the snakes and rodents away.

We have cats who visit the house premises, which gives us some protection from rodents. 

Many farmers protect fruits from birds and squirrels by covering them in net!

The nature would be poorer without insects! 

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

Nectar time !



A brown moth on  a pink flower for nectar!

The little things around us make us aware of the good things that surround us.

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

12 November, 2019

A wall poster


This wall poster I found in the Ophthalmology section of the medical exhibition at MOSC Medical college caught my attention.

It is through an open window we view all that is outside. A window is  a small opening into the larger canvas of sights.

To have this sense of the function of eyes is an insight.

We often look for what we want to see.

Another option is to let the sights form our opinion and make us look at them.

It is the eyes that can free us from biases and reveal to us more than what we are used to, to look for.

Some sights stop me while walking or driving. The eye sees and the mind perceives. The eyes are ready to look if only the mind would let it happen.

The synchrony between the eyes and mind is what make us grow in perception and clarity.

Th eyes receive and the mind makes that meaningful!

A meditative mind is a ready mind to enlarge our lives with sights, thoughts and feelings! It is such a mind which creates space for others their needs.

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

The way in!


Those who came to watch the exhibition at MOSC medical college recently had to use an entrance to a hall  which had black curtains hanging at the entrance. This reduced the visibility of what was awaiting them inside.

I saw this mother and daughter pausing and hesitating to go in!

As I unveiled the curtains for them, the inside became interesting for them ! They no more hesitated to go in!

I am a hesitant person to walk in to situations about which I know very little. I chose the specialty of Developmental Paediatrics in 1983 about which I knew very little. It took 2 years of multiple experiences of gentle reminders about the mission ahead of me before I was free to let go my interest in paediatric cardiology and choose to be given over to this specialty. 

Thirty six years later, I am glad that some well meaning friends unveiled for me the future through their affirming regard and trust. 

What I have encountered through this unusual journey path in life is richness and personal growth in life well beyond my imagination.

The companionship of many who trusted and invested in me overwhelms me.

Life is a story of the goodness of journey companions and mentors!

M.C.Mathew( text and photo)

The Aspirational group !


I found these students from  a local school waiting to be ushered in for the medical exhibition at the MOSC medical college.

In a brief conversation, I found that all of them consider studying medicine as their first choice. The reason for it was that it is a noble and helping profession.

To have them think of studying medicine for that reason was more than exciting to me. 

One of them mentioned to me that he decided to study medicine since he was admitted in the hospital  for a chest infection. He felt the kindness of doctors and nurses and want to practice that in his career.

That too was an inspirational statement. 

It dawned on me that hospital is a place which can touch patients and change them significantly. This boy comes form a business family. For him to desire to study medicine because of his personal experience of how he was treated while at the hospital encouraged me. 

How I regard those who come to hospital is an experience which can influence them in their life choices or life style !

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)

11 November, 2019

Wayside flowers !


Flowers remain silent on the wayside, giving away its aroma and colour freely to all those who care to behold!

M.C.Mathew (text and photo)

A student's initiative !



 





At the fiftieth year of the Medical Mission, the students volunteered to organise a medical exhibition. The planning and design of the content of the exhibition was largely done by the students under the leadership of the current college union. The students spent weeks making models, posters and getting ready the exhibits in four different places, with a good organisation of space and movement of visitors.

On the day when I visited the exhibition, I was greeted warmly by the volunteers and shown around the exhibition halls.

The exhibits gave good representation of facts and information about health and illness. The visitors had even a demonstration of what happens in microbiology and pathology labs and even in a operating theatre.

I found the student volunteers eminently enthusiastic and committed to be hospitable and resourceful. 

The ten day exhibition mainly visited by school students from about hundred schools during the ten days of the exhibition, was the first activity to mark the beginning of the golden jubilee celebration of the hospital. 

Well done students and the college Union- yours was a worthwhile effort for a noble cause!

M.C.Mathew(text and photo)